Another bad morning

Well Destanys feeding pump started going off at 6:11 this morning so i got up and went to turn it off. When i turned it off and started to check on Destany I realized destany was in a seizure. So i sat with her to see if she was going to come out of it and of course she didnt. At this point went to grab the diastat and ended up haveing to give her the diasta at 6:16. She continued to seize until around 6:24 when she finally fell asleep. It is mornings like this that i wonder how long she had actually seized without me knowing. I also question God at this point and ask him why he keeps putting this precious little girl through all this. Well Destany slept till around 12:30 this afternoon. When she got up she was pretty spaced out and been that way most of the day. She went to bed tonight around 8:20 and went right on to sleep. She is a tough cookie.